dissapointment describes it all.
im sudenli so dissapointed wid everything in life.
dissapointed wid myself.
disappointed wid pple ard me.
wad's happening? i wonder..


finally handed up e CD1.3 major project today.
more to come dis weekend.
and considering to go fer work tmr.
shld i? shld i not?
its the last time oredi.
and there will be no more le.
if im gg, i might nid to bluff my mum im gg to do project
and need to stay overnight at someone's place.
hmmm. still thinkingg. =X


CS tutorial today was art&craft time again.
guess when u're feeling down,
there's nt much of e creative juices in u hur.
cant think of anything to make.
loves all the work dat others make.
so creative eh. LOL.
but mine, dun compare la. HA. =D


ting wants me to write more about my feelings in my blog.
and so here im writing about it.
the feelings. hmm.


i feel distant; distant to everyone.
i feel dat im sucha hyprocrite.
or dun u just hate me.
i hate myself fer being a hyprocrite too. >.<
but, i'll change.
I WAN TO CHANGE.


naima din repli my tag on her tagboard,
but replied her fren, win liao lor!
another "da ji" fer today,
haix. dissapointment.
im nt trying to act as if im petty or wad, mind u.
i've been trying. trying real hard.
i want the friendship dat we shared just like b4.
it was a great time, and a time i've always cherished.
and after i gave up on energy,
i've oredi lost some of dem, and nw
even u're treating me like dis.


things are just nt gg the way i want it to.
i feel sad, i wanna break down and cry.
but i dun have the strength,
sometimes i dun even want to think about it.
where's the angel?


____________*
tell me.
wad's our friendship about?
wad's our friendship to u?
where's all e trust dat we had in each other?


i feel insecure.
i doubt myself.

My King loves me, for who I am.
God's precious girl.
.... You gave me hope, You made me whole.


HOPE
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"From everyone who has been given much, much will be required;
and to whom they entrusted much, of him they will ask all the more."

dissapointment describes it all.
im sudenli so dissapointed wid everything in life.
dissapointed wid myself.
disappointed wid pple ard me.
wad's happening? i wonder..


finally handed up e CD1.3 major project today.
more to come dis weekend.
and considering to go fer work tmr.
shld i? shld i not?
its the last time oredi.
and there will be no more le.
if im gg, i might nid to bluff my mum im gg to do project
and need to stay overnight at someone's place.
hmmm. still thinkingg. =X


CS tutorial today was art&craft time again.
guess when u're feeling down,
there's nt much of e creative juices in u hur.
cant think of anything to make.
loves all the work dat others make.
so creative eh. LOL.
but mine, dun compare la. HA. =D


ting wants me to write more about my feelings in my blog.
and so here im writing about it.
the feelings. hmm.


i feel distant; distant to everyone.
i feel dat im sucha hyprocrite.
or dun u just hate me.
i hate myself fer being a hyprocrite too. >.<
but, i'll change.
I WAN TO CHANGE.


naima din repli my tag on her tagboard,
but replied her fren, win liao lor!
another "da ji" fer today,
haix. dissapointment.
im nt trying to act as if im petty or wad, mind u.
i've been trying. trying real hard.
i want the friendship dat we shared just like b4.
it was a great time, and a time i've always cherished.
and after i gave up on energy,
i've oredi lost some of dem, and nw
even u're treating me like dis.


things are just nt gg the way i want it to.
i feel sad, i wanna break down and cry.
but i dun have the strength,
sometimes i dun even want to think about it.
where's the angel?


____________*
tell me.
wad's our friendship about?
wad's our friendship to u?
where's all e trust dat we had in each other?


i feel insecure.
i doubt myself.

FCBC
NP BB PRIMERS


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