hohohohoho,
and its the long awaited exam day.
the dreadful 24 march- CD1.3 paper. LOL.
really hope i can do well, or even just by letting me pass,
im happy enuff.


supposed to wake up at 7 today.
but in e end onli woke up at ard 830. heex =DD
woke up, on the computer and went blog-reading again.
read the blogs of the others.
hmm, everyone seem to have increased Faith in God.
and everyone seem to be drawing themselves closer to Him,
but why, not me?
i was depressed, yup.
when i read bout them saying
the exams this time was a different one;wid different feeling
bcuz He was around, He make dem feel prepared.
suddenly, i had this fear, this fear of God.
leaving me bcuz i wasnt faithful to Him. i felt alone.
why was i treated differently? is it bcuz im less faithful.


and suddenly bel's word came to pat me on my head,
i read before once on her blog,
about "You of little faith, Do not worry."
and i've read before that God will never forsake nor leave us,
he is always there waiting for us,
just like a clip dat yaohan had send me before,
even tho on those busy days where we cant find time to do QT,
Daddy is always there, waiting for us to come, yes come dear.


it stuck me as a wake up call once again,
"Come to the Father.."
i prayed, i read the bibble.
i talked to God about how i was feeling as i read thru the blogs.
i told Him i need reassurance from him.
so much so much more reassurance dat,
im treated equally just like everyone and dat He loves me just as much.
and i read the bibble,
reading the bibble this time; the feeling was different! haa.
it was just like reading a story book,
i got so interested and read quite a lot.


and i came to realise a lot of facts too.
God is indeed wonderful;powerful.
He cured&healed so many!!
the sick;the blind;the death;the mute;the deaf
ever wonder hw wondeful&powerful he was?
i did nt realise the fact till today -enlightment.
it seems that as long as you have faith in Him,
you'll be able to do things well.
because you have trust&faith.
and leave everything in His hands.


some parts of the bibble dat i've read i still dun unds.
so prob need to ask ting about it.
hmm, and yep.
i flipped to the chapter about nt judging once again.
yepp' im still in e process of learning dis trait,
to be more like Him, who doesnt judge,
and treats&loves everyone equally.


felt much much better after spending QT with God.
hope dat He'll guide me along for the paper later. hurhurz*
yes Daddy, im leaving it all into your hands.


exams later,
good luck!! :))

My King loves me, for who I am.
God's precious girl.
.... You gave me hope, You made me whole.


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hohohohoho,
and its the long awaited exam day.
the dreadful 24 march- CD1.3 paper. LOL.
really hope i can do well, or even just by letting me pass,
im happy enuff.


supposed to wake up at 7 today.
but in e end onli woke up at ard 830. heex =DD
woke up, on the computer and went blog-reading again.
read the blogs of the others.
hmm, everyone seem to have increased Faith in God.
and everyone seem to be drawing themselves closer to Him,
but why, not me?
i was depressed, yup.
when i read bout them saying
the exams this time was a different one;wid different feeling
bcuz He was around, He make dem feel prepared.
suddenly, i had this fear, this fear of God.
leaving me bcuz i wasnt faithful to Him. i felt alone.
why was i treated differently? is it bcuz im less faithful.


and suddenly bel's word came to pat me on my head,
i read before once on her blog,
about "You of little faith, Do not worry."
and i've read before that God will never forsake nor leave us,
he is always there waiting for us,
just like a clip dat yaohan had send me before,
even tho on those busy days where we cant find time to do QT,
Daddy is always there, waiting for us to come, yes come dear.


it stuck me as a wake up call once again,
"Come to the Father.."
i prayed, i read the bibble.
i talked to God about how i was feeling as i read thru the blogs.
i told Him i need reassurance from him.
so much so much more reassurance dat,
im treated equally just like everyone and dat He loves me just as much.
and i read the bibble,
reading the bibble this time; the feeling was different! haa.
it was just like reading a story book,
i got so interested and read quite a lot.


and i came to realise a lot of facts too.
God is indeed wonderful;powerful.
He cured&healed so many!!
the sick;the blind;the death;the mute;the deaf
ever wonder hw wondeful&powerful he was?
i did nt realise the fact till today -enlightment.
it seems that as long as you have faith in Him,
you'll be able to do things well.
because you have trust&faith.
and leave everything in His hands.


some parts of the bibble dat i've read i still dun unds.
so prob need to ask ting about it.
hmm, and yep.
i flipped to the chapter about nt judging once again.
yepp' im still in e process of learning dis trait,
to be more like Him, who doesnt judge,
and treats&loves everyone equally.


felt much much better after spending QT with God.
hope dat He'll guide me along for the paper later. hurhurz*
yes Daddy, im leaving it all into your hands.


exams later,
good luck!! :))

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