im gg to be sucha big slacker,
i can just slack my whole day at home with no worries. =D
im great right? doggie e great slacker!
while pple are out slogging hard to earn xtra income,
and while pple are out finding other more meaningful stuffs to do,
dearest doggie is at home slacking, yes.
i noe dis shlnt be e way, but i dunno wad else to do other dan slacking lor.
spending QT;reading the bibble,
blahh, i need self control pur-leeze!!


this days at home just makes me think more,
deep in my thoughts sometimes,
feel that there is so much more to learn.
rmb smth about what jasmine say,
she say about being transparent&open.
we need to get out of our own comfort zone,
i always did not unds dis sentence,
until the day when she said about being transparent&open with each other.
know that there is so much more dat i can learn thru everyday's experiences.
i yearn to grow more to be like God,
learn so much more about Him,
especially his big-heartedness&his forgiveness.


guess this will be the things dat i wan to focus on learning nw,
especially after all dis friendship thingy i've been thru.
i've seen myself grow,
i cry over broken friendship, or maybe nt even broken ones,
but those dat are somehw different.
friends i've made along dis path i've walked.
some true, some superficial.


sumthng i need to admit is,
im always v flicked minded about e friends ard me,
if they treat me good this instant, i'll love dem,
but if for the next minute, they kinda ignore me,
i wonder if they're realli dat good and if i realli love dem.
i always wanted to change dis sumthng abt me, and dat is dis.
after getting to know Christ, i've become slightly matured emotionally i guess.
i still do cry and stuffs,
but at least nw its better.
but im growing, and i trust that i grow to be good;
and be a proud woman of God.


just like loving someone,
if u love a fren,
it isnt about having her all to yr side, dat u'll be happy.
but it is about seeing her happy, dat makes u happy.
yes, and im working towards this.
the selfishness in me,
where i have always wanted to like "own" my friends,
not wanting to let dem go,
incase i lost dem, i'll be left with nth, nth at all.
im afraid, afraid dat i may lose dem.
always have so little faith&trust in friendships,
until e day when weiting told me about having a stable friendship.
and after since,
i've been thinking about dose stable friendships that i've,
pple whom i nvr want to let go, whom i want to walk the walk with.
they taught me so much,
altho there were times when i needed so much re-affirmation to our friendship,
and i always say, "thankiew for bein such a good fren"
cuz i always expected dem to say dis back to me.
is this hw it shld be?


as i was seeing dis particular frens blog,
i tagged at her tagboard always,
but she always dun reply me, duno is purposely one anot.
i told u everytime i go to her blog,
the hatred for her increases a bit by a bit,
nvr talk to her on msn, cuz i've deleted her contact.
i tink i still couldnt get over wad happened during dose days,
Jesus forgiven dose who betrayed Him, so should i.
im trying to, realli trying very hard to.
hope God guides me along to what i shld do.
part of me wanting to give up dis friendship but part of me says i shldnt.
all leaving it to God le. Trust in Him.


just chat with xinzhen, its been so longggg.
Thank God for the chat thats all i can say,
i realli should get out of my own comfort zone,
im gg to do something and im gg to believe God for it,
that im able to do it with His grace.


just feel so blessed,
i wouldnt know what to do if it aint for God.
Thank You Jesus.


praying dat kaiwen can come join us for service dis sat,
will ask ailin if she's free to come,
and i'll continue to pray for dose dat accepted Christ,
but are not gg to church often.
i'll keep u in my prayers. =)


the song:: "So You would Come"


Before the world began,
You were on His mind,
And every tear you cry,
is precious in His eyes,
Because of His great love,
He gave His only love,
And everything was done, so You would Come.

Nothing You can do could make Him love you more,
Nothing that You have done could make Him close the door,
because of His great love,
He gave His only son,
And everything was done, so You would come.

[Chorus]
Come to the Father,
Though your gift is small,
Broken Hearts, Broken Lives,
He'll take them all.
The power of The word,
The power of His blood,
And everything was done, so You would Come

My King loves me, for who I am.
God's precious girl.
.... You gave me hope, You made me whole.


HOPE
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"From everyone who has been given much, much will be required;
and to whom they entrusted much, of him they will ask all the more."

im gg to be sucha big slacker,
i can just slack my whole day at home with no worries. =D
im great right? doggie e great slacker!
while pple are out slogging hard to earn xtra income,
and while pple are out finding other more meaningful stuffs to do,
dearest doggie is at home slacking, yes.
i noe dis shlnt be e way, but i dunno wad else to do other dan slacking lor.
spending QT;reading the bibble,
blahh, i need self control pur-leeze!!


this days at home just makes me think more,
deep in my thoughts sometimes,
feel that there is so much more to learn.
rmb smth about what jasmine say,
she say about being transparent&open.
we need to get out of our own comfort zone,
i always did not unds dis sentence,
until the day when she said about being transparent&open with each other.
know that there is so much more dat i can learn thru everyday's experiences.
i yearn to grow more to be like God,
learn so much more about Him,
especially his big-heartedness&his forgiveness.


guess this will be the things dat i wan to focus on learning nw,
especially after all dis friendship thingy i've been thru.
i've seen myself grow,
i cry over broken friendship, or maybe nt even broken ones,
but those dat are somehw different.
friends i've made along dis path i've walked.
some true, some superficial.


sumthng i need to admit is,
im always v flicked minded about e friends ard me,
if they treat me good this instant, i'll love dem,
but if for the next minute, they kinda ignore me,
i wonder if they're realli dat good and if i realli love dem.
i always wanted to change dis sumthng abt me, and dat is dis.
after getting to know Christ, i've become slightly matured emotionally i guess.
i still do cry and stuffs,
but at least nw its better.
but im growing, and i trust that i grow to be good;
and be a proud woman of God.


just like loving someone,
if u love a fren,
it isnt about having her all to yr side, dat u'll be happy.
but it is about seeing her happy, dat makes u happy.
yes, and im working towards this.
the selfishness in me,
where i have always wanted to like "own" my friends,
not wanting to let dem go,
incase i lost dem, i'll be left with nth, nth at all.
im afraid, afraid dat i may lose dem.
always have so little faith&trust in friendships,
until e day when weiting told me about having a stable friendship.
and after since,
i've been thinking about dose stable friendships that i've,
pple whom i nvr want to let go, whom i want to walk the walk with.
they taught me so much,
altho there were times when i needed so much re-affirmation to our friendship,
and i always say, "thankiew for bein such a good fren"
cuz i always expected dem to say dis back to me.
is this hw it shld be?


as i was seeing dis particular frens blog,
i tagged at her tagboard always,
but she always dun reply me, duno is purposely one anot.
i told u everytime i go to her blog,
the hatred for her increases a bit by a bit,
nvr talk to her on msn, cuz i've deleted her contact.
i tink i still couldnt get over wad happened during dose days,
Jesus forgiven dose who betrayed Him, so should i.
im trying to, realli trying very hard to.
hope God guides me along to what i shld do.
part of me wanting to give up dis friendship but part of me says i shldnt.
all leaving it to God le. Trust in Him.


just chat with xinzhen, its been so longggg.
Thank God for the chat thats all i can say,
i realli should get out of my own comfort zone,
im gg to do something and im gg to believe God for it,
that im able to do it with His grace.


just feel so blessed,
i wouldnt know what to do if it aint for God.
Thank You Jesus.


praying dat kaiwen can come join us for service dis sat,
will ask ailin if she's free to come,
and i'll continue to pray for dose dat accepted Christ,
but are not gg to church often.
i'll keep u in my prayers. =)


the song:: "So You would Come"


Before the world began,
You were on His mind,
And every tear you cry,
is precious in His eyes,
Because of His great love,
He gave His only love,
And everything was done, so You would Come.

Nothing You can do could make Him love you more,
Nothing that You have done could make Him close the door,
because of His great love,
He gave His only son,
And everything was done, so You would come.

[Chorus]
Come to the Father,
Though your gift is small,
Broken Hearts, Broken Lives,
He'll take them all.
The power of The word,
The power of His blood,
And everything was done, so You would Come

FCBC
NP BB PRIMERS


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