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♥ Friday, April 15, 2005
7:35 AM

heh, GOOOOODDD MORNINGGGG!!!
im awake so earli in da morning today, woohoo*
and im nt gg to my dad's office today, Praise God!
bcuz i having e job briefing later in e afternoon,
and im gg to have a gathering with e sec sch mates later at night.
a day i've been looking forward to, yar.
and realli hope dat everything goes well&smooth!


hmm, guess this days i realli need to pray hard,
many things have not been going smoothly,
and i seriously need God's strength and determination to go on,
or i'll really fall, yupp.
so if you see this, pray for me too yar? =)
thankiew so muchh for all dose who have been keeping my family and uncle in yr prayers,
it is definetely deeply appreciated.


im actualli kinda nervous about e gathering later,
was on e fone with mich yday,
dan gt tell her about this la,
she told me not to worry, maybe i shldnt tink too much too.
but just cant help thinking that it is as if i've gt a mental barrier between them,
things arent nt gg good between me&some of dem,
e less meeting ups, e less talks in msn, e less sms send.
sometimes i wonder, is it me nt making e effort or wad.
but hmm, guess it comes back to what i say about stable friendship.
believing that a friendship will go thru all obstracles together.
jas told me yday, about having a fren,
but u dun realli get to meet everyday or talk everyday,
but you two at e end of the day still noe dat dis friendship is still dere,
we do not always need to keep in touch and stuffs,
but still noe dat e friendship is still dere and will always be dere.


there is the type of friendship i think i need -
not always needing affirmation and assurance,
but still noeing im my heart dat u're there for me.
something to learn once again, LOL.
this few days have been learning process i guess.
but for me, i still need to build up e friendships to dis level,
e friendships in this level, will really gonna be e ones i nvr let go.
Thank God for each of them. God-sent.
who knows they might be angels in disguise! =P


finally a chat with mich after so long,
the last time i saw her was when i left for cambodia at e airport,
and since than, never saw her liao le.
i miss her so much lor!! LOL.
altho we stay so near to each other,
but because of the busy schedule dat clash,
we rarely and hardly have any chance to meet even for kopi.
after talking to her yday, found out dat
she's just e stable friendship i was talking abt,
no questions were asked about our friendship,
but you just noe dat deres e someone out dere for you,
only stuffs like, hw long it has been,
sharing about our life, MI life, NP life, and of cuz guys =DD
wonderful bestie that i've been blessed with indeed.
hope dat our friendship continues to grow in God's plan.


this few days have also been talking to middle 9;quacky!!
heh, hw much i love her.
the frankness and e transparency between us,
something that i've been learning after what jasmine said,
something that me&quacky are learning too,
Thank God for her that He has send to me,
to be the pillar thats always there and will nvr fall.
we're moving on to our next stage in friendship!


leeailin is coming with us to church dis sat!!
I WAS SO HAPPY!!!!!
when i saw yr reply, when she said that she shld be able to come,
YAY :) can finally pass her e bibble dat me and e angels brought for her,
teehee* =DD
hugs to leeailin dear! sucha joyyyy.
and i cant wait for service on sat!!!


continue praying for my family's safety.
Thank You Jesus.
yearning to reach out for more,
to save more unsafe lives, all for God.
we're gg to serve of nation of His.


Thank God for the spiritual family i've,
one dats able to help me in my prayers
and always be there to hold on to me,
and nvr fail to enlighten me with God's word!
love u guys! =DD