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♥ Tuesday, May 03, 2005
10:56 PM

im back from the primers retreat, hohoho.
it has been good, bad and fulfilling i guess.
din realli enjoyed myself to the max, due to my pms i guess.
its always bringing me down and having serious mood swings,
cant seem to get myself happy and hopping ard madly,
but thank God the D-I-S-C course cheered me up a little,
other than that, the other days at the retreat have been somewhat bad,
but many things i've found out and learnt or probably in the process of learning,
things are changing, and im praying that its changing for the better and not the worse,
i came unprepared, the only strongest weapon ive is GOD,
thank God He was there to be with me thru one of these tough period.
what can be worse, when u are gg thru one of the tough period during a camp.
but nevertheless, i still pull thru it and overcome it with God's grace.
am still gg thru it right nw,
and hope things are turning for the right track. and,
all shall be fine. =)


day 1
was quite boring,
i turned out to be the first one to reach school!
was quite bored with the rest of the year 2's there,
din noe why too, guess we din had much topic to talk about,
i noe about getting out of our comfort zone, and reaching out.
but that nite just seemed so dull, and it made me din feel like talking much.
i just laughed at some jokes and ate my favourite hello panda.
than it was soccer time for them in the room, i din played and just watched.
briefing for the next day, bath and it was bedtime.


day 2
woke up quite early and we had our d-i-s-c course,
it was full of fun and as mentioned, the event that cheered me up a little.
i was really myself, able to laugh and scream like nobody cares,
cuz i've got my gang of peeps who belong to the same category in me doing so.
it feels so home with them i guess, being able to be the me. and not hiding.
so nw's the question, which do u think im under? huehue*
if u know me true enuff, u shld noe the answer to it. =) happy guessing.
the phrases " u're the best & u can do it " are common in the course.
we have to keep encouraging each other that.
we kfc-ed for lunch and it was bathing time, Praise God.
we were given time to bath, cuz i realli desperately wanted a bath.
than it was time for church. church was good.
i caught candy & the lovely yuping sis. brownies are superb! yums*
i missed candy oredi, ahh DADDY! >.<
than it was back to school for planning, ilove!
planning sessions are a bunch of joy to me. =D
we can brainstorm and brainstorm and brainstorm, i look forward to everything!
but smth saddening is that i cant go for the P.O.C!
make me reali wanna cry. sobs* but guess its God's will ba.


day 3
dragged ourselves out of bed like suppa early, to prepare for hiking at bukit timah.
the hike was fun and TIRING!
the climbing up of stairs wasnt easy, for me.
think i too fat ah. LOL! =P
but thank God i survived the hike.
than it was outdoor cooking time! great fun.
been so long since i like last outdoor cooked. but this time we used solid fuel,
instead of like those guiding days, where we used twings and stuffs.
pastor roland and pastor laifun came! ilove.
bunch of fun and joy when we were there cooking and eating.
crapping all da way, and laming of cuz! with pastor roland ard. love em'
than we proceeded back to sch, it was free time!
bath-ed and chatted with zhen dan was spending some time with da other primers.
while the rest went for their sports. lol. i was lazy slacking in da room! =D
the dinner was great too! like buffet style. teehee*
supper-ed with some of dem at the nearby sch prata shop. prata is nice,
than headed back to camp and i immediately went back and lala land here i come.


day 4
woke up like real late, LOL!
din intended to wake up de, cuz they say can dun wake up. heex =D
than packed up e place and waited for the yr 2's meeting with papa.
we headed to mac's for breakfast come lunch.
mac's was good! i almost gobbled everything down like a hungry dog. heex.
and that marked the end of the retreat!
home sweet home and it was bedtime. =DD


great fellowshiped with the rest.
first time i got to talk a little more than usual to szechuan bro!
Thank God for the chance and the opportunity, to be able to know him more,
hope he opens up more! hee.
Thank God for the fellowshipped with da rest.
this retreat, God realli patted me and told me to treasure and hold on,
never compare wad others have that i dun,
but instead always treasure what i have,
and i'll see how blessed i really am. Praise God.


i need to talk to them.
tmr having cca fiesta meeting! woohoo*
hope everything goes fine. hee.
God bless us and everyone with a great day tmr!
muahs*