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♥ Friday, May 06, 2005
10:14 PM

i feel the stress coming.
the evil one is acting on me nw,
distracting me from concentrating on the fiesta,
discouraging me from reaching out for more.
i reject and cast out u the evil one in JESUS name!
u shall be gone. i'll win this race, along with Jesus.
i believe& trust God that i can.


but sometimes little setbacks in life,
pulls me right down to the bottom easily.
feeling sad over small little stuffs,
do they realli affect me that much? i ask.
why do i get discouraged and saddened so easily?
is it the fragile heart that i have.
i've always wanted to be strong emotionally,
i want to prove pple wrong of their wrong conceptions of the emotional me.
cant you see im growing&learning?
im realli learning, to be more matured emotionally;
not to really look into a matter too emotionally.
but i guess, this heart is God sent.
growing and still growing more in the arms of Lord.
i yearn to be more and more like Him. =)


somehow when things are constantly changing around me,
i sometimes welcome changes but also times when i reject them.
changes, are they realli that good?
they change for the better;
they change for the worse.
are we able to predict will it be for the better or for the worse?
but i'll hold on to God, and He will lead me the way.
to the Righteous path i know i'll follow Him.


God hit me real hard again today.
caught the news just nw and saw about the late Dr Wee.
have i not been saying, life's fragile.
who knows what will happen tmr?
i pictured myself, at one of the funerals.
and hearing the priest praying.
i feel myself crying out so hardly, that the person is not gg to Heaven with me.
the place that God has plan for us to come. eternal life.
the hunger and desire to once again pray for more salvation came!
i Thank God He reminded me about it.
and i just gotta keep praying and praying hard for it.


gg on to the next phrase of life i guess,
God is true and good.
im growing.
bigger devils are gonna come.
but ill stand strong right here with Jesus.
:)