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♥ Friday, February 03, 2006
11:17 PM

went to visit gpa at the hospital jus nw.
i dunch like the service line pple dere,
they are, in a nicer term ; not approach-able.
sadded.
dunch want gpa to be in that place!
they dun look like caring pple who will take good care of the patients.
but Lord, i pray that You'll bless and watch over gpa.


gpa's leg is hurting after the operation.
could see the pain thru his eyes and face.
my heart really pained.
i dun wan to see gpa suffering,
can i get that suffering instead?
it hurts me heart alot.
and wad add's on,
i overheard gpa's conversation with mama,
he kinda mentioned smth about "if he die.."
i kinda felt mama controlled her tears,
could see mama's eyes turning red alrdy.
Daddy, i wanna be strong.
i cannot tear in front of dem.


i keep on praying and praying,
Father Lord, Please strengthen me.
Bring me thru, i pray.


there's so much more to reach out to,
so many pple not saved.
especially the loved ones.
i pray, Lord, at Your timing.
i wanna reach out to dem.
The reality of God, our saviour.
and no one else more.


praying for you grandpa.
i love you,
do you know that?
i wanna go learn dialect so dat i can communicate more with you.
i wanna do so much more things with you.
and we'll do that after u recover and can walk w/o any pain.
i really pray for a speedy recovery for your leg!
smoking, a habit of yours, hard to cure.
but i noe, God will make a way for you.
Trusting God thru all this time.


i love my grandparents alot.
really. and it came back to me once again.
closest gma and gpa, staying so near to dem,
yet im visiting them like once a month.
slaps myself*
time to repent.
WAKE UP GIRL!
before its all too late.