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Sunday, July 26, 2009
i think im feeling overwhelmed with the workload.
,and im suppose to be the one INCHARGE of the new IO case.
i dont know how i should respond to this.
part of me afraid to try.
the other part of me knowing I've to push myself out of comfort zone.
it feels so irritating to be caught between emotions as such.
talk with one of my colleague yday.
really thankful tt God sent her along my path,
is like the only one other than ms supervisor, whom looks out for me.
reminds me of God's love and faithfulness.
after the talk, i felt reassured again- tt God truely has His plans, and ways of working.
my best VS God's best.
and it was only at the end of the convo, tt i realize she was not a christian.
BUT, its just amazing knowing how God uses different pple to comfort me as i walk on.
i wanna continue to fight the battle.
i think im in a whiny season. bargaining w God,
for lesser or for more according to my own needs.
Sometimes, its just about giving up the things tt I love most.
I need to sacrifice, tt's where God's work will be slowly reveal..
I'll never feel the comfort that I should have if I dont go back to my source of strength.
Its a renewal,
and going back to the cross.
for the only one meaning-
because He loves me.
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My King loves me, for who I am.
God's precious girl.
.... You gave me hope, You made me whole.
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"From everyone who has been given much, much will be required;
and to whom they entrusted much, of him they will ask all the more."
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Sunday, July 26, 2009
i think im feeling overwhelmed with the workload.
,and im suppose to be the one INCHARGE of the new IO case.
i dont know how i should respond to this.
part of me afraid to try.
the other part of me knowing I've to push myself out of comfort zone.
it feels so irritating to be caught between emotions as such.
talk with one of my colleague yday.
really thankful tt God sent her along my path,
is like the only one other than ms supervisor, whom looks out for me.
reminds me of God's love and faithfulness.
after the talk, i felt reassured again- tt God truely has His plans, and ways of working.
my best VS God's best.
and it was only at the end of the convo, tt i realize she was not a christian.
BUT, its just amazing knowing how God uses different pple to comfort me as i walk on.
i wanna continue to fight the battle.
i think im in a whiny season. bargaining w God,
for lesser or for more according to my own needs.
Sometimes, its just about giving up the things tt I love most.
I need to sacrifice, tt's where God's work will be slowly reveal..
I'll never feel the comfort that I should have if I dont go back to my source of strength.
Its a renewal,
and going back to the cross.
for the only one meaning-
because He loves me.
